I do this thing where I think I'm real sick, but I won't go to the doctor to find out about it. 'Cus they make you stay real still in a real small space as they chart up your sides and put them on display. They'd see all of it, all of me. All of the good that wont come out of me and all the stupid lies I hide behind.

I think I'll go out and embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street. You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me. Maybe You're right.

Rilo Kiley -All the Good that Won't Come Out